A Story

Everybody has a story.
Not everyone will be interested in that story, but that doesn't mean it isn't interesting. Writing has always been therapeutic for me, (along with a nightly hot bath!). The paper and pen cannot refuse my words, they can't reject the thoughts I impose on them. Nor will they judge for content, or grade for accuracy. It is safe. There are so many times when it is necessary to be safe while being "real", and recording the "real" on paper validates the experiences. We were created to be relational beings, who desire to be known, and valued, and thereby, validated. So, I extend the invitation to "Life Lines", with the sincerest hope you'll share a sense of camaraderie, be entertained,and best of all, be inspired because...everybody has a story! <3

Tuesday, July 22, 2014

The vase



With a concept long before conceived, the potter one day began molding the clay. It was to be a beautiful vase, delicate but not too fragile while sturdy and useful, a vase not simply for display on a shelf but for water and flowers, and more. The clay was wet and smooth, the potters hands sure and care-full. 

Beginning with a lump of average size and weight, he kneaded, pressed and measured until the perfect portion could be formed into a shape to build upon. It was a fine and firm foundation. Small lumps of clay were rolled long and slim to coil around the edge of the circular base. This was repeated with each new coil pressed onto the previous one, and then smoothed inside and out. The work became a shallow dish. It was coming along fine as the work of his hands took shape, according to his plan.


 He continued to build.


 The process was slow, but that which might be a masterpiece should not be rushed.


In the potter’s studio were tables and wheels that held many vessels in various stages of progress. There were boxes and bags of clay ready to be purposed. There were racks of shelves filled with vessels to dry, some awaiting firing for completion. It was an enormous workshop clearly run by no ordinary potter.


The vase was continually forming at the potters skilled hands, lightly to smooth the rough edges and corners of the coils that built it higher, as each marked the passing of time like the rings of a tree, or the colored bands of rock canyons.


Wolves prowled day and night pushing in to the tables and wheels, overturning some as the clay vessels were dashed to the floor, a heap of useless bits, or crumpled into malformed clumps. Always aware, the potter did not confine his work, for he most desired his vessels to be able to stand firm and not be easily toppled. 


Vultures came, pecking holes and loosing chunks. The vase in progress had by then taken on the shape of a bowl. A bowl with holes pecked into it, gaping defects.


The potter chased away the ravenous birds of prey and gently stroked the jagged places. Scars were left, but the potter saw forward to the finished work, what he alone envisioned, past the mars.  He might have crushed the vase or cast it off as defective and unlovely but chose instead to work the defect into the whole, certain it would turn out good. More coils were added. More wolves and vultures came, darts and arrows were hurled, and still the vase rose higher. 


It had smooth places, and exposed coils too stubborn to work after storm winds dried them. When heavy rains relentlessly pelted, the clay vase buckled and bent and twisted and caved. Cracks formed when lightning struck.The potter righted the clay coils and added more clay to reinforce with guides and supports, until the vase once again regained a fine shape. Buttons were added one by one so that a trail of them, seven in all, mended the broken places. 


The vase gained height and shape and form becoming an admirable work, always loved and promising, but now too admirable. So cherished was the vase that the potter crowned it with a lovely flower, a rose round and full, center front for all to see. Anyone could tell it was no common vase.


The weathered storms are visible in its lines. Peaks, valleys and ripples cover its surface, while cracks and even holes, almost lace-like, are interspersed within the smooth places. Supports added to shore up weakened coils are a silent testimony of times when strength waned under the pressure of attacks, but the potter saved, all was not lost. 


His delight always was to rescue, and his expert specialty to do so. He could work all, the wind, the rain, the vultures, the wolves and lions, the arrows and darts, all that left cracks and holes and mars and scars, all of it, all of what was meant for harm worked instead, for good, for no enemy of the potter could have what he did not give, and no attack could be fatal to what he purposed for the vessel.


Near the beautiful rose and lopsided handle of the vase, a pocket is pressed into its side. The pocket represents secrets yet to unfold, and secrets buried or covered, or removed as far as the east is from the west. 


Bit by bit the vase has been built on its sturdy foundation with more bits continually added, growing the vase taller and stronger. The rim is higher on one side than the other as work progresses in stages, the vase not yet complete. 


And well it should be as the potter sees fit, because I am the clay vase, and God, the potter, is not finished with me yet.
P.J.

But now, O LORD, you are our father; we are the clay, and you our potter; and we all are the work of your hand. 
 Isaiah 64:8


Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walks about, seeking whom he may devour:
 1 Peter 5:8


And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock. 
 Matthew 7:25


Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus. 
 Philippians 1:6




Sunday, July 20, 2014

56-57



Fiftyyyy sssseven.

Wowsers!

Closer now to the big six –o than the big five-o, with a steady push forward to the finish line. No time outs to stop the clock, and no replays.

It is enough to make a person shudder and shiver at the thought, but, and that right there is one of my favorite little words, but, the flip side of the perspective sends the chills away like a fur coat in a Chicago winter. I actually know what a fur coat in a Chicago winter feels like and nothing warms better!

No need for fur coats here in Florida, but (there’s that little word again that seems to always be offering an escape!), when stark realities like fifty seven birthdays threaten to chill to the bone, I get to wrap up and snuggle into some even more astonishing realities, like beauty of surroundings and the best gift anyone can ever be given, loved ones. Together it is all I need to keep toasty.

Speaking of toast, Let me propose one;

to the keeper of the stars who holds all the universe, even me in my little world, in His caring hands,

to the Lily of the Valley who blankets my little world with beauty for every sense,

to the Wonderful Counselor, Father to the fatherless, friend to the friendless, Healer and Creator who reworks the ash remains of a dinged up discarded disaster to something new and shiny and beautiful,

Thank You.

The turn from fifty six to fifty seven, looks sunny and warm.







The Lord is my shepherd; I have all that I need. Psalm 23:1

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